Apologies do not change the decisions you made and the actions you took.
Day 10 - Three turn offs:

  1. A man who isn’t serious enough about what he wants and/or undecided. Where there is doubts, no commitment .. there’s nothing. 
  2. Being overly emotional and overly needy. I have separate things to do that doesn’t involve you. Understand that. 
  3. Immaturity. I can’t deal with someone who acts like I need to babysit them. I will not deal with that. 

I hate making decisions because it puts me in between of things. I am a “yes” or “no” type of girl but there at times that I just can’t find answers, that I just can’t make one last choice. It puts me over the edge having to think that tomorrow or right now there is a decision that I must make and I need to make that. I don’t want to talk about what it has to do with until i’m not completely sure of exactly what I want, what I will do. I just know for a fact that God will never put me through anything that I can’t handle or overcome because he knows i’m a strong person and I have what it takes to go through with it all but I just feel like sometimes God should leave post its next to our pillow with answers so that when we wake up we know exactly what to do. God trusts all too much, way too much. God, please enlighten me and show me the way and tell me what to do. “Follow your heart” is always the answer but .. I can’t hear my heart, it’s not saying anything. So, pretty please tell me the answer yourself?